आज मैंने खुद को भी इंसान समझा,
मुझे भी भूख लगी, प्यास लगी,
आज मुझे भी गर्मी लगी, ठंडी लगी,
मुझे नींद भी आई, सोया भी,
आज मैं हंसा भी, रोया भी,
आज मैं नाराज़ भी हुआ, माना भी,
आज पहली बार, खुद को चाहा भी !
मुझे भी एहसास हुआ, प्यार हुआ,
आज मैंने खुद को भी इंसान समझा !
अच्छा लगा, आज एक दोस्त और मिल गया !!!
It’s been a quiet night so fartobecontinued uneventful, plenty of silence broken only by the occasional sounds of the cricket chirping; a long time indeed since i stayed awake till the early morning, 4am to be precise, sleep is the last thing that is on my mind try as much as possible, my eyes refused to close; my mind, like a clock, keeps thinking a lot of things from the silliest to the bizarre, from the good moments to the
ReplyDeletebad moments and even scripting “what if” and “if only” scenarios in my life; as the cold morning breeze played havoc with my senses, gently trying to disrupt my thought process and put my mind to rest, i tried to stay alive and keep it going; with the dawn slowly approaching and my destination still a long distance away, i needed to keep my senses sharp and not overwhelm it with the “to be forgotten past”, as the future is still waiting to be born, the protest of the mind is quelled down, only to be continued later…but disconnected from the world tonight with my mind blank and seemingly shut tight this emptiness that i feel all around me, seems all the more familiar; choking me from the inside, my heart bundled up in my throat, i could not say a word,
speechless, is all that i have become; not a long left before this agony turns into ecstasy, each day seems a bit longer than the previous one, yet each moment that takes a eon to pass by, makes it all worthwhile; shivers rush up my spine as the midnight air gently caress past, i lay on my back and count the stars twinkling in the moonlit sky, all alone; why do we live so far apart i don’t know but you will always be…Close to My Heart.
I am speechless....
ReplyDeleteHats off to you !!!
No such word to admire, but all I know is Awesome, Amazing, Lovely, Wonderful, Sweet, True, Honest, Ultimate, great ...
(poor vocab of mine is not supporting me, I hope u understand)